Don't judge harshly
that which the soul
pours forth in its own discovery!
Your light shines through this darkness as I await.
Still through the night another man calls.
Dear Lord, my true love stands far and by the shore
As my tears through his eyes into the ocean pours.
Cannot face this new love that has found me,
For beyond my eyes is another’s face.
The greatest truth, the purest heart
Left long ago, on my soul, his trace.
Jan 23 1995
TIME COMES TO US
Been gone so long
Been long and since
Your lips upon my skin.
Been missed to long
Been long and gone
Would Time still let you in?
Once in my life
Once of my love
Would you still remember?
Once sweet goodbye
Once to return
We should be together!
Now tortured soul
Now thirsty heart
Until you shall return.
Now nameless days
Now glowing torch
Until my death shall burn.
You in my soul
You are my light
That angels make such fuss.
You I will see
You I shall love
When time he comes to us.
Feb. 26 1995
I would walk upon the waters
Just to hold your precious hand.
Across the earth I’d ache and wander,
‘Til upon the sands of time I’d stand.
I see your smile within my mind
Though it was so long ago.
The winds they often call your name,
And louder than you’ll know.
Great present past I was your love
Many times across this land.
And in this life we stand so close,
Yet need no words to understand.
Still every moment here our spirits speak
From below our Soulmate star.
Words not heard but still we feel
No matter from how far.
Yes, I know that there is Jesus
For I see him through your eyes.
Darkness falters, love prevails,
We are soulmates, we are wise.
Feb 26 1995
LOVE TRANSCENDS TIME
One spring evening,
Upon a midnight smile.
Our two hearts
Although we’d wait awhile.
But could not part our souls.
Only sometimes it consoles.
That our souls can only hear.
Our blessing now,
As pain and distance disappear.
Time will test
But love survives.
April 6, 1995
Fear sails across the water
As I lay upon the shore.
The sands of time no longer run,
They cease for evermore.
As of now I hear the silence
And the waves no longer roll.
The thought of never seeing you,
Casts ice upon my soul.
Frozen now in time
Is our long ago goodbye.
Day or night no more
The sun bleeds in western sky.
Our love has ended,
Though I am yet to cry.
Confusion steals my thoughts
And sadness calls my name.
But strength within and there I see,
Angels still tend our flame.
April 6 1995
But without you
What is Love?
Cast my soul into the deep,
And for evermore my heart shall sleep.
But without you
What is Light?
Darkness treads upon my soul,
Where angels of mercy no longer control.
And without you
What still sings?
The sound is not as long,
The minstrel ceases every song.
Oh without you,
What is Time?
To grow and love in sweet sublime,
Heaven’s open door closing never-
For without you,
What is forever?
April 14 1995
Across the field the raven flies
With death upon my door he cries
Nothing to cling to yet I remain
No water of love left to sustain.
To get up I’d walk the darkest day
My soul is still, to soon decay
To sleep, but wake in silent night
To taste the fear, yet deny the fright
Though dead the rose, the seed remains
To my side an angel kneels and then explains-
You’ve grown weak and fallen, indeed alas,
But this too my dear, shall come to pass.
Your heart has the strength, your soul the valor
To guide you through your darkest hour.
There’s power to dare what your soul dreams of
From yourself the courage, from the Lord, His love.
April 3, 1995
As time evolves
And fortune grants
Our spirits move in spectral dance
When we sleep
Our souls immerse,
And swim in love across this universe.
To my soul can heal
Our hearts are pure, our love is real.
Time gone by
Still I can’t forget,
I’d recognize your silhouette.
With moonlit eyes,
You shine below the violet skies.
Through your eyes I see,
Is the same water here within me.
From the Lord above,
Through distance our hearts still feel this love.
Our souls won’t even part,
Through from this land we shall depart.
From dust to diamonds
Our love it swirls,
To change our ashes from sand to pearls.
Our souls caress,
This love of ours that God has blessed.
April 14, 1995
From your soul the holy sounds arise.
Your music I hear, yet also see
Though silent in your eyes.
That to my body communicates
As your tune is the sweet sweet wine
That to my soul intoxicates.
If music is the speech of angels
Indeed you are a man divine.
Embracing song unites people,
This special calling to you God did assign.
Angels sing throughout your soul.
I pray that when you call my name,
The sound will make us whole.
River of love runs through us
Now I know where I belong.
To drink of your sweet melodies,
‘Til I am drunk upon your song.
Apr. 14, 1995
Our souls caress when our bodies sleep,
Though to Father Time we’ve been apart.
From far beyond, the Sun shines upon your skin-
As from a distance your love still warms my heart.
This love erases distance,
This love transcends the times.
A love, though I am far away-
My light within you shines.
Can you see me?
My image behind your eyes.
Can you feel me?
My angel, by your side he flies.
To my heart the time reveals,
As the earth around the sun revolves.
Angels smile upon our patient love.
That within each other, endlessly evolves.
And on the mornings I awake and hear,
Your footsteps in my soul,
I’ll know amongst the stars we slept-
And our spirits they were whole.
May 27 1995
LOOKING AT YOU
Time he smiled
But time’s gone by
Now I just call your name.
These nights are long
And years roll on
But I still feel the same.
Do you think a little bit
Do you still feel
Do you still see
When I was looking at you and you were smiling at me.
All I got is in my hand
As I touch your paper face.
This picture of you nearly torn in two
Is all I can embrace.
I still think a little bit about you.
I still feel the power though
It’s just a picture of you.
I still see.
When I’m looking at you and you’re smiling at me.
The angels helped the time pass by
Until your sweet return.
Now you’re standing here
Erasing years and we know the torch still burns.
And God he though a little bit about us
I guess Jesus, he and angels decided
They would bless our love
And now I can see.
Why I’m looking at you and you’re smiling at me.
Our love is meant to be.
You’ve wandered too far my precious one
You’ve wandered way too long.
And left beside me silence
Where once fortune sang our song.
Tracing silent wings of memory
Your soul inside me shines.
A courageous little shimmer
And around my heart the hope entwines.
Still swimming in our past, sweet oceanic bliss
How long can sweet memory last?
Come back, restore for me your fading smile
My dear, it’s been too long awhile.
Gently in the moonlight
Your image it appears.
As the earth around the sun revolves
And starlight counts the years.